| I am not a Native American. In my family, which
traces its heritage to France and Germany, we were raised to be frightened of Indians. But
I did grow up in Indian country, which is to say that if it werent for Native
American stories, I wouldnt know much about where I live. While it is
true as R. Carlos Nakai tells people during his performances that people born here are
natives of this place whether their ancestors came from here or not, it is also true that
many of us are raised on stories that are created with aesthetics that have more to do
with Aristotle than Native America. Being raised on stories with Old World aesthetics made
it difficult to appreciate many Native American stories even when they came to me
"moist on the breath" of an elder.
Although I grew up in Valley Center near the San Pasqual and Rincon Indian
resvervations, my education in Native American stories was limited. Of course I had the
movies (a whole other essay). I also had the Native Americans in my ancestors
stories. If youre a white boy, the most popular story in the oral tradition is not
"Hiawatha" but "Falling Rock," which my Dad told this way as we rode
in his truck up the grade that wound along the hills into Valley Center:
"Whats that sign say, Daddy?"
"It says, 'Watch for Falling Rock.'"
"What's that mean?"
"Chief Falling Rock leads a band of wild Indians who never signed a treaty. He lives
out there in that brush and from time to time he'll jump off the hillside and beat cars
with big rocks. Sometimes people panic and drive over the side of the road. Once I saw a
white pick-up that he smashed into a little box."
"Daddy," I asked, "how come he doesn't die when the cars run off the
road?"
"He's too fast." |
So for many years driving the Valley Center Grade, I looked out for Falling Rock
and watched
the canyons, boulders and trees along the road with interest. And some mornings, espcially
after rains, I'd see where Falling Rock had left some of his weapons on the road.
Native American writer Dr. Paula Gunn Allen distinguishes non-Indian literature as
depending heavily on conflict, crisis and resolution. Native American stories, on the
other hand, are more interested in creative empowerment, tribal understanding and unitary
reality. The divisions between literatures may overgeneralize, but it does explain the
perplexity many non-Indians feel when they hear an authentic story.
| While hosting a radio show on writing, I was perplexed by a story
that Luiseņo elder Henry Rodriguez told. The story, "When Sandpiper Looks at
You," lacked the resolution that I had come to expect in stories. When I asked him to
tell another story, he talked about anything and everything but did not say anything that
resembled a story having characters. It was a long radio show and I puzzled over the story
for two years. Finally, I went to Henry and told him that I understood why he
wouldnt tell me another story: because I hadnt understood the first one. |
 drawing of Henry Rodriguez |
| I
wanted his permission to tell the story about not understanding the story. He didnt
tell me yes or no. He asked what I had understood about Sandpiper. I told him and he told
me five more stories with a warning that he had been told: stories can kill because they
have power. With that in mind he said that once a story is told the listener must decide
what to do with the story. Of the five he told that day, only one could be told to
everyone, the Cahuilla story "The Blind Man and the Quail":
It came time for the people to go from the desert to the mountain,
so they packed everything and began walking. But when they arrived at the place on the
mountain, they noticed that The Blind Man wasnt with them. He had gotten separated
from the group and was lost somewhere back along the trail. Just as a group was about to
go back and look for him, the blind man walked into their camp.
"How did
you find us?" The people asked. They couldnt understand how a blind man could
make his way through all that rock and cactus and not get hurt.
"Well, after a while, I became aware that I was lost," the blind man
said. "But then our brothers the quail came to me and offered their help. I told them
I was lost, so they surrounded me and guided me to you here."
"But the river that runs between here and the there, its very big and
deep. How did you cross that?" the people wanted to know.
"Oh that," the blind man said. "When we came to the river, they
took me to the shallow part so I could walk across." |
This article appeared in San Diego Writers' Monthly.
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